backkkkkk and forth....back and forrrrrrrrrth...

What do you do when things 'just. aren't. working.'

When life's complications are getting in the way of making progress in other areas right now?

I know that these complications will give me great growth in the future, but right now, it's just hindering everything else in my life; my business; my health.

I want so badly to own my own business successfully.

And there are SO many opportunities for me to make little growths right now.

Maybe it's time for me to realize it's NOT going to happen right now.

That there is NO WAY i can supplement my life with my business.

Maybe i need to just let the idea go.

Maybe i just need to let it go for now.

Exsaustingly Yours,

Jenipher

i feel really loved this morning. last night too.

but it worries me because i don’t want to WANT OR NEED the love of others to make me feel loved or be in a good mood. it’s very hard not to let life and the complications in it get you down. it’s hard to know when it’s okay to just let those emotions in case you and let yourself be sad. the feelings have to come out, i understand, but i can’t let them continuous control me. i just need to be thankful for the good days and be thankful i’m strong enough to get through the bad.

but even more so...i’m so thankful for the constant support in my life. even on the days when i don’t feel like it’s there. it is. and i’m so so blessed for it.

my blessing for ya’ll is that you have people who are there for you!
on the good, bad, and indifferent days!

Peace Love Hugs and Smile,
Jenipher

^ last night's nightly doodle. :)